When your heart is squeezed so hard that you just subconsciously say ouch,
When the ache gets so bad that your head feels like it is about to explode,
When the tears within you threaten so badly to flow
and when they eventually well up against your will,
you realise you have lost all control.
Damn it. Really. Why can’t my tears stop dropping?
Ok it will be just for tonight.
I cannot mope.
I cannot just stare and hope.
Where is my dignity when i need it?